I have found myself having the conversation about if I am limiting myself purposefully, or truly cannot do certain things. The conclusion that I have come to is that I am letting my excuses become my limitations. When it feels like I can’t push myself any further, I then just…
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Trap and Release
I have felt trapped within myself for months, years, of my life. I feel the emotions just sitting behind a wall in my mind. I don’t allow them to trickle out organically, I don’t let my body release them naturally, I let them build and build until I am bursting…
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Antidepressants Pt. 1 : Background
I wanted to start this series as a means of getting my story out there. I have been hard pressed to find stories similar to my own, and if I do then there usually is not enough background information (at least to satisfy my own curiosity). This is just part…
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Grief is a Ghost
By the time I was 13 I had been to more funerals than my friends have been to in their entire lives. Coming from a large Irish Catholic family it was normal, and shielding your children from the realities of a funeral was not an option; you went and you…